So she’s gone, and there’s nobody left who needs me anymore.
Is there a non-awkward way to say ‘hey, did tumblr eat the asks I sent, or are you ignoring me?’
Nope okay then just checking never mind.
In the end I deleted my art and writing because nobody really cared or appreciated it.
I was never recommended by anyone, I was just there, and not any good.
Meanwhile, Ely’s work was practically worshipped and when I was compared to her I wanted to disappear. I know I’m nothing special, I’m not even decent, but I really wanted to be.
I mean, my work meant so much to me and it never meant a damn thing to anyone else. I hate that feeling.
I cared and appreciated it greatly. You know I did. I always praised your art, and when you posted new chapters of a fic I’d get so excited, no matter how long it had been between updates. The only reason I’m not more upset about you deleting things is because I have everything you’ve done saved on a memory stick, so I still get to see it whenever I want.
I really don’t feel ‘practically worshipped’, but I’ve said before that the only reason people have paid more attention to my fics than yours is because I posted on Fanfiction.net, which gets more exposure than LiveJournal. That’s all. You’re talented and smart, full of interesting and sweet ideas and your characterisation is spot-on. You are my favourite person in this fandom, and you will always be special to me.
I kind of wish I’d participated in a fandom holiday exchange this year. But while there’s plenty of fandoms I like seeing art for, when it comes to fic I’m only seriously interested in .hack//G.U. (which is not something that crops up a lot in multifandom exchanges, even ones like Yuletide that are made for more obscure things)
And even if there were such a thing as a .hack-only exchange, I’m only seriously interested in Haseo and Endrance.
And even if there were such a thing as a Hase/Endrance-only exchange, I’d be afraid of getting matched with someone who thrives on dark and ~edgy~ topics (which I cannot stand).
So basically, the reason I can’t have nice things at Christmas is because I’m too picky. Sad times.
THIS IS NOT A HASEO COSTUME
YOU’RE JUST NOT IMAGINING HARD ENOUGH
Shino is the mother who was killed by titans right in front of him, creating an obsession with vengeance. Ovan is the father who entrusted him with a ~mysterious key~ and then disappeared. It could totally work.
- I volunteer at an animal shelter, and know all the 70+ cats by name. Which is more than most of the staff do, because they are not crazy cat ladies
with diplomas in animal care and management.
- I love ancient ruins/architecture/history, and have visited Petra and Rome. Next on the list is Egypt or India!
- I read heaps of fantasy novels, especially ones starring dragons or LGBT characters. It’s equally difficult to find good examples of either.
- I like steampunk and Japanese lolita-style fashion, but don’t have the bravery or disposable income to carry it off myself.
- I also really like scarfs. Scarfs are adorable. They are the only good thing about winter, which otherwise sucks because it’s too cold and my plants die.
I. I got this a week ago and that’s how long it’s taken me to think of five things orz
wanna go for hot cocoa?
You’re beautiful. You’re beautiful, it’s true.
Mine was delivered today, but I am being a paragon of self-control and not playing until I’ve finished my college homework.
Also, I didn’t realise there was no charger included…
This new anime, Log Horizon, seems like a text books copy of it, just a different setting for the MMO. I’m gonna struggle through the first episode, but from the first 5 minutes it looks like it’s gonna try to ride in on SAO’s coat tails.
I hadn’t heard of this before, but oh man, morbid curiosity will force me to watch it now. C’mon everybody, look at these character designs:
Log Horizon, a TOTALLY ORIGINAL new anime about players trapped in a MMORPG, starring Mia’s older brother and Ovan’s younger brother! CLEARLY IT WILL BE A MASTERPIECE YES IT WILL
Welcome to the fandom, then! Yes, sadly it’s pretty small, even though the games are so great. But that means new fans are all the more appreciated, so if you’re ever feeling a lack of people to chat about the delights of Haseo/Endrance with, I am here o/